The future. Or even; the near future… There is probably nothing that scares me as much as that does right now. I truly have no clue right now of what’s going to happen, where I’m gonna work, go to school, if I should even do that at all, where I’m going to live next year… Pretty much all of those nice, small, easy and life determining decisions are haunting me at the moment and I have no idea what I want to do… Or actually no that’s not true, I have plenty of ideas of what I want to do and what would make me the happiest but for some reason they just seem to want to keep being just that, dreams, and not my reality. Come on now, I just need to catch a break and be done with school, get job that I can develop in and start my life the way I want it to be!
But for that you need determination, energy, focus and your eye on the prize. But for some reason my gaze seems to be pretty much everywhere else and I’m not sure how to get it to focus… Snap out if it Jo, come one!
Life is about now! The enemies want us to live in the past, regret the past, worry about the future, spend to much time planning the future etc. and so forget to enjoy the ups and downs of the current. Semi-quoted from C S Lewis and varous prophets and scriptures.
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